.Monday, October 26, 2009 ' 4:01 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted,is it so difficult?
Today..I felt so lost and listless today..No fun and laughter just felt a bit guilty and sad too..Crying while nobody sees it..On friday i made a big mistake by not noticing of closing the air-con in the guzheng room...And it was on till today!So,somebody came and scolded Angel and me..Sry Angel..i should have thought of turning off the air-con but i really,really forgot.If i went to attend the Chinese workshop,this all would not have happened..but if not for this CCA,i wouldn't be in that room..Sometimes,i felt like giving up..I am exhausted..really don't wanna carry on..Maybe if i were to die and not even exist on this world..wouldn't things be perfect..I am glad to have known all beloved friends and teachers and i am fortunate to have my family perfect and my mum and dad really knows me well..If i were to go,the ones who i can't bear to leave shall be my parents..I am really tired..i am not sure whether i have the courage to live on longer..
